Still workin on this one a bit.
6 month
Verse 1:
If you think that I'm still dying
You should know I'm not cryin'
I'm not waiting anymore for you -ou-ou-ou-ou.
What was I thinking wanting you back?
'cause what it all comes down to,
is all the bullshit you tried to pull right after those 6 months.
Prechorus:
(I'm so happy you're not a part of me anymore-or-or-or-ore.
I'm sure you make those same moves, every single time you do..they keep falling for you-ou-ou-ou-ou.)
(Chorus)
I was 6 months, he was 2 months. this one you're on now is gonna be a 6 months..then you'll move on to another 2 months again-a-ain-a-ain.
That's the way you work the boys. you take em in, then let em go.
that's the way you fake your game, whatever makes you happy, You always fake it sappy, all the power to you, babe.
Verse 2:
Right after you left me
you felt the need to make me jealou-ou-ou-ou-ous
Flirtin' with your new man right infront of me at work.
Man, that was so sleazy, not to mention cheesey
but you're lacktose intollerant, you couldn't even holler it.
Prechorus:
(It's so sappy the way you said you were falling for me-e-e-e-e.
I'm sure you tell that same old sentice to every single boy you meet.)
(Chorus)
I was 6 months, he was 2 months. this one you're on now is gonna be a 6 months..then you'll move on to another 2 months again-a-ain-a-ain.
That's the way you work the boys. you take em in, then let em go.
that's the way you fake your game, whatever makes you happy, all the power to you, babe.
[Bridge]
I'm not gonna wait on you, It's not worth my time.
I could find so much better right now as I'm gonna do.
I don't have to wait on you, I am free as ever now.
I'm gone.
I'm not lying.
I know I'm done.
I'm not crying.
I know I'm over.
'cause I'm not dying inside-i-i-i-ide.
(Chorus 2x)
November 20th 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
you're back
You're back
Capo 2
Verse 1:
After all we've been through,
It took a lot to realize
how much that want you by my side, as friends we are just fine.
I don't want nothing more than that, as long as you're still there to talk.
I'm happier now that we're fine, you'll be my friend until we die.
oh oh, oh oh, I missed you.
oh oh , oh oh, I'm glad you're back.
Chorus:
What had me going was all the fighting and all my worries too.
Thought you were leaving, exiting yourself out of my life.
It's what it was looking like at the time,
You had me down, you had me low.
You had me so out of control.
Verse 2:
Always stay connected, always be my friend.
Never leave my life like that 'cause I always need you there.
I missed it all, your company, your personality, the person that I knew.
I guess it's true, that I missed you, these words they are so right.
and I guess it's true what they all say, you never know what you got until it's gone.
Please NEVer Go AWAAYYY, my friend!!!!!!
Bridge:
Now that it has all simmered down.
We can talk, without the drama.
Now that everyone is cool.
We can speak, with better karma now.
You know that I have missed you through that whole time.
Never wanna lose you, out of my life.
Chorus x2
August 29th 2010
Capo 2
Verse 1:
After all we've been through,
It took a lot to realize
how much that want you by my side, as friends we are just fine.
I don't want nothing more than that, as long as you're still there to talk.
I'm happier now that we're fine, you'll be my friend until we die.
oh oh, oh oh, I missed you.
oh oh , oh oh, I'm glad you're back.
Chorus:
What had me going was all the fighting and all my worries too.
Thought you were leaving, exiting yourself out of my life.
It's what it was looking like at the time,
You had me down, you had me low.
You had me so out of control.
Verse 2:
Always stay connected, always be my friend.
Never leave my life like that 'cause I always need you there.
I missed it all, your company, your personality, the person that I knew.
I guess it's true, that I missed you, these words they are so right.
and I guess it's true what they all say, you never know what you got until it's gone.
Please NEVer Go AWAAYYY, my friend!!!!!!
Bridge:
Now that it has all simmered down.
We can talk, without the drama.
Now that everyone is cool.
We can speak, with better karma now.
You know that I have missed you through that whole time.
Never wanna lose you, out of my life.
Chorus x2
August 29th 2010
you found somebody new
You found somebody new.
I'm really glad I'm not with you.
After what you have just pulled..
Nothings cool with me.
That all just goes to show,
all the lies behind your eyes.
Those 6 months were such a waste.
'cause you were the devil in desquise.
It was like you had a halo over your head the whole time.
When I broke up with you, Those horns grew so damn tall.
You had no feeling whatsoever, that's just makes me sick.
Sick of all that fucked up shit you pulled on me back then.
It's the first and the last time I'll let you that close ever again.
Now I see who you really are, nothing but a little messed up kid in the dark.
You got some thick screws up in your head so loose.
Maybe you should get em fixed.
I'm happy now that I know the real you.
I'm happy now that I've got my life back on track without you screwing it up.
All the lies that you told, just to pull me in so close.
All the looks that you gave, just kept on making me believe that it was true, but I was wrong.
I'm really glad I'm not with you.
After what you have just pulled..
Nothings cool with me.
That all just goes to show,
all the lies behind your eyes.
Those 6 months were such a waste.
'cause you were the devil in desquise.
It was like you had a halo over your head the whole time.
When I broke up with you, Those horns grew so damn tall.
You had no feeling whatsoever, that's just makes me sick.
Sick of all that fucked up shit you pulled on me back then.
It's the first and the last time I'll let you that close ever again.
Now I see who you really are, nothing but a little messed up kid in the dark.
You got some thick screws up in your head so loose.
Maybe you should get em fixed.
I'm happy now that I know the real you.
I'm happy now that I've got my life back on track without you screwing it up.
All the lies that you told, just to pull me in so close.
All the looks that you gave, just kept on making me believe that it was true, but I was wrong.
when you look at me
when you look at me
When you looked at me like that
You know you took me so far back.
Back in the past, where I don't wanna be.
Back to the last kiss of you and me.
Don't gimmie that guilt trip.
I don't wanna use it, please.
I know that my heart is so accident prone
but not this time, not this time.
I am moving on, making my desicions.
making my way through life just perfectly.
Don't get in my way, don't tell me what you have to say.
I won't let you make me fall down today
Don't try to pretend, you're not still into me.
I could still see it right through your brown eyes,
It's the way you look at me.
And its the way you're stuttering over and over.
You know that I still miss you, but
I can't be back with you
ever, oh ever, oh ever again, no.
When you talk to me like that
It sounds so different now that we're a part.
so much has changed, and you still got a broken heart.
You're the type that always has a broken heart.
So you move on to the next one faster then wind..
Just to get over the last one then you just play it all again.
When you looked at me like that
You know you took me so far back.
Back in the past, where I don't wanna be.
Back to the last kiss of you and me.
Don't gimmie that guilt trip.
I don't wanna use it, please.
I know that my heart is so accident prone
but not this time, not this time.
I am moving on, making my desicions.
making my way through life just perfectly.
Don't get in my way, don't tell me what you have to say.
I won't let you make me fall down today
Don't try to pretend, you're not still into me.
I could still see it right through your brown eyes,
It's the way you look at me.
And its the way you're stuttering over and over.
You know that I still miss you, but
I can't be back with you
ever, oh ever, oh ever again, no.
When you talk to me like that
It sounds so different now that we're a part.
so much has changed, and you still got a broken heart.
You're the type that always has a broken heart.
So you move on to the next one faster then wind..
Just to get over the last one then you just play it all again.
took my heart
Took my heart
Do you know what it takes
to be at the top of the heart
that you just took.
No one can just give it up
just like that
and still be in love so fast.
But theres something inside of you
that makes me belive,
how true that you can really be
'cause when I look in your eyes
I can believe every word
thatyou're sayin' isn't a lie.
Everytime I fall, you're right there to catch me
and everytime you're away
I can't help but to control the way
you say goodbye, you know
I don't like goodbyes even if they're just for a day.
I don't like goodbyes even if they're just for a day.
When you go, I always hug you until you let go.
Jan. 2nd 2010
Do you know what it takes
to be at the top of the heart
that you just took.
No one can just give it up
just like that
and still be in love so fast.
But theres something inside of you
that makes me belive,
how true that you can really be
'cause when I look in your eyes
I can believe every word
thatyou're sayin' isn't a lie.
Everytime I fall, you're right there to catch me
and everytime you're away
I can't help but to control the way
you say goodbye, you know
I don't like goodbyes even if they're just for a day.
I don't like goodbyes even if they're just for a day.
When you go, I always hug you until you let go.
Jan. 2nd 2010
ok now this was a bunch of different things that were on my mind i think.lol.
this n that
I would try to be the one for you again.
If I could turn it all around for just one more time.
I don't think you'd do second chances.
You're the only exception for a second chance that I would give.
I'm missing you so much, It might be crazy maybe, baby.
I could be your genie, with unlimited wishes.
We never ended our relationship with yelling, don't you know?
thinking back we never fought it was just an odd mutual feeling.
But then again, after you been away so long.
I really didn't know what I lost, I lost so much.
I know you missed me too.baby, come on, tell me you missed me.
We've been apart from eachother for
almost as long as we've been together.
It was 6 months for you and I.
It was almost 2 months for you and that guy.
I knew you wouldn't last long, 'cause he's too headstrong and the complete opposite of me, that's all I'll say.
Anyway I miss your touch, It's hard to go to your old work place.
'cause all I see are the memories of you and me.
Maybe we'll be together again, someday.
I'm sorry for those drunk text messages
the other night, I got so messed up
But now you know how I am feeling.
And this is just what I am gonna do.
I'm leaving you here with your new boy.
I'm moving to a whole other province at the end of this year,Finally.
If that's what It's even gonna take to get over you.
'Cause this year was just so hard to do.
And it's all because of you.
Next year, I'm turning over the page.
Running away from love.
Running away from my ex boyfriend.
It sucks 'cause I'm still in love.
When I'm gone I'll be happier with a new man. and
won't have to worry bout seeing you around.
I would try to be the one for you again.
If I could turn it all around for just one more time.
I don't think you'd do second chances.
You're the only exception for a second chance that I would give.
I'm missing you so much, It might be crazy maybe, baby.
I could be your genie, with unlimited wishes.
We never ended our relationship with yelling, don't you know?
thinking back we never fought it was just an odd mutual feeling.
But then again, after you been away so long.
I really didn't know what I lost, I lost so much.
I know you missed me too.baby, come on, tell me you missed me.
We've been apart from eachother for
almost as long as we've been together.
It was 6 months for you and I.
It was almost 2 months for you and that guy.
I knew you wouldn't last long, 'cause he's too headstrong and the complete opposite of me, that's all I'll say.
Anyway I miss your touch, It's hard to go to your old work place.
'cause all I see are the memories of you and me.
Maybe we'll be together again, someday.
I'm sorry for those drunk text messages
the other night, I got so messed up
But now you know how I am feeling.
And this is just what I am gonna do.
I'm leaving you here with your new boy.
I'm moving to a whole other province at the end of this year,Finally.
If that's what It's even gonna take to get over you.
'Cause this year was just so hard to do.
And it's all because of you.
Next year, I'm turning over the page.
Running away from love.
Running away from my ex boyfriend.
It sucks 'cause I'm still in love.
When I'm gone I'll be happier with a new man. and
won't have to worry bout seeing you around.
stuck on you
Stuck on you.
Please just tell me where things went wrong
I know people went where they don't belong.
They got in our ways & they ended our days.
Thats how, you and me were over.
But I'm still not over it.I can still feel it.
How much longer will it take, I really don't wanna break any more.
I kept lying to myself, saying I was over it.
I was over it.I really thought I was over it.
Then I found out just today I was over everything else but you.
Screw the Drama, Screw the people, screw the problems too.
It's you that I want, It's you that I had, It's you that lost and
I'll never get back.
(Chorus)
I'm just stuck, so stuck on you.
What the fuck(heck) am I gonna do
I'm so fucked(screwed), I'm out of luck.
I need you!
Please just help me stop these dreams that I'm dreaming.
Still can't move on. Feeling low again tonight.
We felt so right. This feels so wrong.
Being this away from you all this long, is hard to do.
Please just tell me where things went wrong
I know people went where they don't belong.
They got in our ways & they ended our days.
Thats how, you and me were over.
But I'm still not over it.I can still feel it.
How much longer will it take, I really don't wanna break any more.
I kept lying to myself, saying I was over it.
I was over it.I really thought I was over it.
Then I found out just today I was over everything else but you.
Screw the Drama, Screw the people, screw the problems too.
It's you that I want, It's you that I had, It's you that lost and
I'll never get back.
(Chorus)
I'm just stuck, so stuck on you.
What the fuck(heck) am I gonna do
I'm so fucked(screwed), I'm out of luck.
I need you!
Please just help me stop these dreams that I'm dreaming.
Still can't move on. Feeling low again tonight.
We felt so right. This feels so wrong.
Being this away from you all this long, is hard to do.
speak
speak
You're looking inside my mind
I'm thinking that you are blind
You make storys up from behind
and you cirled it, you circled it.
You think I will get behind
I think you're on overdrive
We won't speak until we're find
and I'm into it, i'm into it.
You're trying not to crawl no no oh.
Instead you went to fall oh oh oh.
You won't make up the game today
No you're not gonna win this time today.
Jan 5th 2010
You're looking inside my mind
I'm thinking that you are blind
You make storys up from behind
and you cirled it, you circled it.
You think I will get behind
I think you're on overdrive
We won't speak until we're find
and I'm into it, i'm into it.
You're trying not to crawl no no oh.
Instead you went to fall oh oh oh.
You won't make up the game today
No you're not gonna win this time today.
Jan 5th 2010
somewhere out there
Somewhere out there.
You're somewhere out there and you're the one for me.
Hey love, I'm the one for you, But we'll have to wait.
We both want it, we both need it, we'll both find it.
We will meet one day, and it'll be just what we're looking for.
I don't know you yet but when I do, I could look into your eyes
and tell you anything and everything, Be with you forever.
Laugh, Live and Love forever. We will have the best times of our lives,
and the wait will be worth it, babe. The wait will be worth it.
Joshua George - June 1st 2010
You're somewhere out there and you're the one for me.
Hey love, I'm the one for you, But we'll have to wait.
We both want it, we both need it, we'll both find it.
We will meet one day, and it'll be just what we're looking for.
I don't know you yet but when I do, I could look into your eyes
and tell you anything and everything, Be with you forever.
Laugh, Live and Love forever. We will have the best times of our lives,
and the wait will be worth it, babe. The wait will be worth it.
Joshua George - June 1st 2010
slow motion love
Slow Motion Love
He makes me think, He makes me think.
He makes me think bout it all so much.
Think I just have had enough to drink.
Think I just had had enough to think.Baby.
You make me, make me, make me high
Talkin' bout 2 different guy, uy uy, uy uys,
You really really make me wanna go, oh, oh oh, oh oh.
You really really make me wanna scream out so lou, ou ou, ou oud!
I ripped this heart off my sleeve a very long time ago
when I broke with my ex, that's when I just let it go.
Flying down over the ground. uh oh, oh oh, oh oh.
& I have moved on! I have moved on!
That slow motion love, I have had enough.
of that slow motion love, I've had enou,ou ough.
Let's go fast and rou,ou ou,ou ough,
'because I have had enough of that slow motion love.
I threw my cell phone out in the ocean,
I have had enough of you just blowing it up, up, UP!
It's you, It's you, it's always been you.yea right! Yea right!
You never stop, I never talk, I said I'm over you! That's right! That's right!
That slow motion love, I have had enough.
of that slow motion love, I've had enough.
Let's go fast and rough, 'because I have had enough
of that slow motion love.
You can say all that you want, I know whats true all along.
Your lies ain't gonna get me down, 'cause I know what's going down tonight.
It ain't gonna be another cat fight! Meow, get out, get outta my face tonight.
That slow motion love, I have had enough.
of that slow motion love, I've had enough.
Let's go fast and rough, 'because I have had enough
of that slow motion love.
Joshua George - Thursday - May 27th
He makes me think, He makes me think.
He makes me think bout it all so much.
Think I just have had enough to drink.
Think I just had had enough to think.Baby.
You make me, make me, make me high
Talkin' bout 2 different guy, uy uy, uy uys,
You really really make me wanna go, oh, oh oh, oh oh.
You really really make me wanna scream out so lou, ou ou, ou oud!
I ripped this heart off my sleeve a very long time ago
when I broke with my ex, that's when I just let it go.
Flying down over the ground. uh oh, oh oh, oh oh.
& I have moved on! I have moved on!
That slow motion love, I have had enough.
of that slow motion love, I've had enou,ou ough.
Let's go fast and rou,ou ou,ou ough,
'because I have had enough of that slow motion love.
I threw my cell phone out in the ocean,
I have had enough of you just blowing it up, up, UP!
It's you, It's you, it's always been you.yea right! Yea right!
You never stop, I never talk, I said I'm over you! That's right! That's right!
That slow motion love, I have had enough.
of that slow motion love, I've had enough.
Let's go fast and rough, 'because I have had enough
of that slow motion love.
You can say all that you want, I know whats true all along.
Your lies ain't gonna get me down, 'cause I know what's going down tonight.
It ain't gonna be another cat fight! Meow, get out, get outta my face tonight.
That slow motion love, I have had enough.
of that slow motion love, I've had enough.
Let's go fast and rough, 'because I have had enough
of that slow motion love.
Joshua George - Thursday - May 27th
shadow
shadow
You're just like a shadow
shadowing over me.
You're like a reflection
Reflecting upon me.
Because you're everywhere.
and there's no escape
and even though you went away
You are still here.
I still see you.
Lets drop the past and move a long
sooner or later we'll all be strong.
'cause I won't be seeing you in my head.
Sometimes I use to think I'd be better off dead.
Once I move on back home,
You won't ever hear a word from me.
You're just like a shadow
shadowing over me.
You're like a reflection
Reflecting upon me.
Because you're everywhere.
and there's no escape
and even though you went away
You are still here.
I still see you.
Lets drop the past and move a long
sooner or later we'll all be strong.
'cause I won't be seeing you in my head.
Sometimes I use to think I'd be better off dead.
Once I move on back home,
You won't ever hear a word from me.
second chances
Second Chances
If you were gone the first time,
then you're gone for good.
You just gotta see, I don't give second chances.
I don't make stupid choices,
I won't repeat anything from the past again.
So, So long goodbye.
This is my time, I'm moving on
to the next chapter, to the next book of my life.
I turned the page and you're still left there looking lost..
I could see it in your eyes when you look at me.
Look at who pushed who outside the door
on the other side of the wall, it was you, you, you, baby.
Would you just try to realize, It's time to give it up.
You're in the history of my life.
If you're gone now, you're gone forever.
I won't repeat my history, deleted it.
It's all gone, it's going down.
Time for you to move right a long.
You pushed me out, outside of your life,
Outside of your box, outside of your reality.
You knocked me down, down to the floor.
Down to the floor, I got back up.
So you're looking sad through out the day.
I see you right there in my way.
I'm keeping my head up, I'm staying strong.
I'm not falling for your guilt trips anymore.
I'm out the door.
If you were gone the first time,
then you're gone for good.
You just gotta see, I don't give second chances.
I don't make stupid choices,
I won't repeat anything from the past again.
So, So long goodbye.
This is my time, I'm moving on
to the next chapter, to the next book of my life.
I turned the page and you're still left there looking lost..
I could see it in your eyes when you look at me.
Look at who pushed who outside the door
on the other side of the wall, it was you, you, you, baby.
Would you just try to realize, It's time to give it up.
You're in the history of my life.
If you're gone now, you're gone forever.
I won't repeat my history, deleted it.
It's all gone, it's going down.
Time for you to move right a long.
You pushed me out, outside of your life,
Outside of your box, outside of your reality.
You knocked me down, down to the floor.
Down to the floor, I got back up.
So you're looking sad through out the day.
I see you right there in my way.
I'm keeping my head up, I'm staying strong.
I'm not falling for your guilt trips anymore.
I'm out the door.
realize this change
Realize this change
I'm outside, looking up at the sky.
Viewing what's all around me, here alone in my mind.
I'm upside down, I'm very confused, I lost my sense of existance.
Some days I don't know where to go, some days I'm feeling empty.
That loneliness has eased off a lot. and things are getting better.
The clouds have cleared, except for cloud nine which I have been up inside.
I run all around in circles, dying to find my life.
Running around in circles isn't fixing anything.
I finally came to realize, I am the change, I am the change.
Things will finally be different & Better for me, so much better for the rest of this life.
It's all coming clear, he'll never be there.
I've came all undone, I'm ready to run.
I've found who I am, I know where I'll go.
I know where I'll find my love some day.
May 28th 2010
I'm outside, looking up at the sky.
Viewing what's all around me, here alone in my mind.
I'm upside down, I'm very confused, I lost my sense of existance.
Some days I don't know where to go, some days I'm feeling empty.
That loneliness has eased off a lot. and things are getting better.
The clouds have cleared, except for cloud nine which I have been up inside.
I run all around in circles, dying to find my life.
Running around in circles isn't fixing anything.
I finally came to realize, I am the change, I am the change.
Things will finally be different & Better for me, so much better for the rest of this life.
It's all coming clear, he'll never be there.
I've came all undone, I'm ready to run.
I've found who I am, I know where I'll go.
I know where I'll find my love some day.
May 28th 2010
Pride
Pride
Summer skys make you realized
how to just stay strong.
All the haters love to push you to the ground.
They don't push me, I don't let them.
I'm feeling just the same as I was before.
I won't be beaten by someone who doesn't respect my life.
That's their problem, They've all got problems with their life.
To make them feel like they're the strong ones.
It doesn't always turn out right.
They think they're the bigger ones when they don't know
how to even treat their life.
They think they're the knife in your side, with the words that they spit at you
Well we're the dreamers, we're the believers..living all our lives up right.
We won't get knocked down because of you.
All you think is negative. You're not happy with your life,
while all our kind are walking with pride.
Say all you want, and don't back down.
I'll show you who's the bigger person now.
I'll walk away, with pride and joy, you can't ever hurt me now.
You're just low, unhappy with your life.
Picking on other people now.
You're an adult, picking on adults..this isn't high school now.
Take some time, live your life, without caring what we do and like.
Take your mouth, and shove a sock in it really tight! ;)
written by Joshua George - July 9th 2010
Summer skys make you realized
how to just stay strong.
All the haters love to push you to the ground.
They don't push me, I don't let them.
I'm feeling just the same as I was before.
I won't be beaten by someone who doesn't respect my life.
That's their problem, They've all got problems with their life.
To make them feel like they're the strong ones.
It doesn't always turn out right.
They think they're the bigger ones when they don't know
how to even treat their life.
They think they're the knife in your side, with the words that they spit at you
Well we're the dreamers, we're the believers..living all our lives up right.
We won't get knocked down because of you.
All you think is negative. You're not happy with your life,
while all our kind are walking with pride.
Say all you want, and don't back down.
I'll show you who's the bigger person now.
I'll walk away, with pride and joy, you can't ever hurt me now.
You're just low, unhappy with your life.
Picking on other people now.
You're an adult, picking on adults..this isn't high school now.
Take some time, live your life, without caring what we do and like.
Take your mouth, and shove a sock in it really tight! ;)
written by Joshua George - July 9th 2010
playing games
playing games
I didn't notice how much I needed you
When I let you slip away out of my life.
I didn't notice how much I'd miss you
now that you're gone, you're gone forever.
I remember that day when you said you're falling in love.
You called out my name and told me you were in love.
I can't believe my mistakes, I can't take those mistakes anymore.
All I can do is regrert everything I've done with you.
A few days have passed after we just broke up.
I see you with a new guy, that just shows you were not true
from everything that you told me to the fake smiles that you played.
You lied all that time, thanks for wasting my time.
I could have gone away instead of playing your stupid games.
I could have been living my life to the fullest back home in Vancouver.
I could have done so much if you weren't there to play your games.
I've let that slip away 'cause what we had looked so damn good.
You're good at those games, you fooled me once.
You're on to your next guy, you can fool him all you want.
You're never coming back, never again will I ever let you fool me again.
I am finally seeing the light.
It looks better tonight!
I am seeing the light.
You've got "Liar" written all over you.
I don't ever need anybody like you.
I was stupid and in love with somebody who fakes love.
To use up til he's got no money and got a change of plans.
Then he goes on to the next one, and does it all again.
July 21st 2010 - Joshua George
I didn't notice how much I needed you
When I let you slip away out of my life.
I didn't notice how much I'd miss you
now that you're gone, you're gone forever.
I remember that day when you said you're falling in love.
You called out my name and told me you were in love.
I can't believe my mistakes, I can't take those mistakes anymore.
All I can do is regrert everything I've done with you.
A few days have passed after we just broke up.
I see you with a new guy, that just shows you were not true
from everything that you told me to the fake smiles that you played.
You lied all that time, thanks for wasting my time.
I could have gone away instead of playing your stupid games.
I could have been living my life to the fullest back home in Vancouver.
I could have done so much if you weren't there to play your games.
I've let that slip away 'cause what we had looked so damn good.
You're good at those games, you fooled me once.
You're on to your next guy, you can fool him all you want.
You're never coming back, never again will I ever let you fool me again.
I am finally seeing the light.
It looks better tonight!
I am seeing the light.
You've got "Liar" written all over you.
I don't ever need anybody like you.
I was stupid and in love with somebody who fakes love.
To use up til he's got no money and got a change of plans.
Then he goes on to the next one, and does it all again.
July 21st 2010 - Joshua George
overdrive
Overdrive
And there he goes
off in overdrive
But does he know
that he's not gonna win
Anytime, anywhere now
'cause he' fell far behind
he's not gonna go far.
uh uh oh oh oooh
uh uh oh oh oooh
It's over now,
theres not much time
to get over to the other side.
It's all gone,
no worries now
You just fell and you lost the ride.
uh uh oh oh oooh
uh uh oh oh oooh
He thought he was fine.
but that was a lie
Jan 5th 2010
And there he goes
off in overdrive
But does he know
that he's not gonna win
Anytime, anywhere now
'cause he' fell far behind
he's not gonna go far.
uh uh oh oh oooh
uh uh oh oh oooh
It's over now,
theres not much time
to get over to the other side.
It's all gone,
no worries now
You just fell and you lost the ride.
uh uh oh oh oooh
uh uh oh oh oooh
He thought he was fine.
but that was a lie
Jan 5th 2010
no tomorrow
No Tomorrow
What if there's no tomorrow.
Is this how you wanna end things with you and I?
There could be no tomorrow any minute of our lives
There will be no tomorrow any hour of our lives someday.
and you're acting like you're in high school,
with this situation of you and I
There will be no tomorrow any
second of our lives someday, sometime.
Only time can tell when that'll be,
so you better make nice
& get your mouth out of Ice.
'cause you're gonna hate it
once the day of no "tomorrow" comes,
which won't put a smile on your face.
July 26th 2010
What if there's no tomorrow.
Is this how you wanna end things with you and I?
There could be no tomorrow any minute of our lives
There will be no tomorrow any hour of our lives someday.
and you're acting like you're in high school,
with this situation of you and I
There will be no tomorrow any
second of our lives someday, sometime.
Only time can tell when that'll be,
so you better make nice
& get your mouth out of Ice.
'cause you're gonna hate it
once the day of no "tomorrow" comes,
which won't put a smile on your face.
July 26th 2010
life is happy
Life
Emotions running hard, quickly out of no where.
My eyes are leaking uncontrollably.
Where did it come from, and why.
Why did it start? was it loneliness when I bearly see you for a week?
or was it happiness from thinking how lucky I am to be surrounded with the best people in my life at this time, because it is needed.
I just don't know because all I know is that life is going good and you're everything I could ever want in the world.
You make me smile and make me laugh, your absolutely ah-mazing to me.
I'm still confused bout what just happend, Broke down like a train running off it's tracks. What does that mean? What do I do? All I know is that I'm in love with you. The longer I don't see you in the 5 day week..I start anticipating the weekend to come quicker. Today is friday, but it's hard to say. Maybe I'll see you tonight if you're feeling okay. When we get our own place and it's just you and me, I won't have to be sad at all, 'cause I'll be seeing you everyday. I'll be hugging you everynight. We'll be happier 'cause it's right. I miss your face when I go to sleep without you here, i'm in a daze. It's hard on me to wait 5 days to spend the night in your arms. I love every moment when we're together. I love your smile. I love your goofiness. You're everything. you're everything. you're everything to me. I sometimes wonder how I got so lucky, but then I smile all teary eyed 'cause you found me. Don't pay attention to the haters staring at us, don't pay attention to their homophobic ways. They're all so small minded and are just so low.
They don't have open minds, we can just block them out 'cause they don't matter, 'cause all that matters is you and me and how we are happy. I'm yours. I'm always here for you. I'm always always here.
Feb. 26th 1020
Emotions running hard, quickly out of no where.
My eyes are leaking uncontrollably.
Where did it come from, and why.
Why did it start? was it loneliness when I bearly see you for a week?
or was it happiness from thinking how lucky I am to be surrounded with the best people in my life at this time, because it is needed.
I just don't know because all I know is that life is going good and you're everything I could ever want in the world.
You make me smile and make me laugh, your absolutely ah-mazing to me.
I'm still confused bout what just happend, Broke down like a train running off it's tracks. What does that mean? What do I do? All I know is that I'm in love with you. The longer I don't see you in the 5 day week..I start anticipating the weekend to come quicker. Today is friday, but it's hard to say. Maybe I'll see you tonight if you're feeling okay. When we get our own place and it's just you and me, I won't have to be sad at all, 'cause I'll be seeing you everyday. I'll be hugging you everynight. We'll be happier 'cause it's right. I miss your face when I go to sleep without you here, i'm in a daze. It's hard on me to wait 5 days to spend the night in your arms. I love every moment when we're together. I love your smile. I love your goofiness. You're everything. you're everything. you're everything to me. I sometimes wonder how I got so lucky, but then I smile all teary eyed 'cause you found me. Don't pay attention to the haters staring at us, don't pay attention to their homophobic ways. They're all so small minded and are just so low.
They don't have open minds, we can just block them out 'cause they don't matter, 'cause all that matters is you and me and how we are happy. I'm yours. I'm always here for you. I'm always always here.
Feb. 26th 1020
lie
lie
You say you do then ya don't.
I know you never won't, do whatever you say.
You like to lie that way.
I'm done with it, don't come crying back to me.
You think a simple lie
can get you through your life.
You think a little lie
is nothing at all, to me.
You better think again.
I ain't letting it go again.
I'm sick of people always being hipocrytes
You say you do then ya don't.
I know you never won't, do whatever you say.
You like to lie that way.
I'm done with it, don't come crying back to me.
You think a simple lie
can get you through your life.
You think a little lie
is nothing at all, to me.
You better think again.
I ain't letting it go again.
I'm sick of people always being hipocrytes
just tell me why
just tell me why
Just tell me, Why don't ya just tell me.
Just tell me why would you do this to me?
Why would you leave me like that?
You, just don't want any part of my life.
You don't want any part of me.
Just tell me why, tell me why.
uh oh oh oh.
You've gone crazy.
Uh oh oh oh
This just won't do.
Why would you deny that, after all we been through?
Why would you lie like that after all that went down?
I saw you with him, yeah I saw you kiss him.
I know what I saw, yeah I know what it was.
Don't tell me another lie, about another lie.
I won't take it no more.
Don't tell me another lie, about another lie.
your little white lies are out the door, along with you!
Just tell me, Why don't ya just tell me.
Just tell me why would you do this to me?
Why would you leave me like that?
You, just don't want any part of my life.
You don't want any part of me.
Just tell me why, tell me why.
uh oh oh oh.
You've gone crazy.
Uh oh oh oh
This just won't do.
Why would you deny that, after all we been through?
Why would you lie like that after all that went down?
I saw you with him, yeah I saw you kiss him.
I know what I saw, yeah I know what it was.
Don't tell me another lie, about another lie.
I won't take it no more.
Don't tell me another lie, about another lie.
your little white lies are out the door, along with you!
in another life
Just a lil something I wrote July 9th 2009
In another life
I thought I found, all myself in you.
I'm wrong, you're gone. Gone away for a while.
Til then, we're dead, It'll take some time.
I know you and I will reunite in another life.
In another life.
We both did our wrongs.
There was nothing right.
Yea You used me, and you bruised me
more then you could ever see.
You took my heart and tore it all apart.
All the lies, I dispise
They won't ever be fixed
In this life, 'cause we're done.
Yea I do still miss you.
But it's time, to stop your lies.
I won't see you ever, ever
I won't see you again.
Never, Never will we be together again.
maybe in another life but not this life..
I know I won't reconize you in another life.
You won't get another chance in this life, good bye.
So I left you hanging there..
thinking you were feeling dead.
I was wrong, all along!
You had your back up man.
All those good times with you and I
Play, rewind in my head!
Over and over, over and over, til I'm feeling dead.
You tore me down, tore it out.
You tore my heart right out
with that line which was a lie.
"I think I'm falling in love with you, tonight"
what a lie, not this time.
I won't take you back.
Stay away, I won't play your games.
[Bridge] }x2
I'm trying, I'm trying.}
I'm trying, I'm trying.}
Trying to get over you.}
You're lying, you're lying,}
You're lying, you're lying}
Lying 'bout who I really am.}
When I'm missing you, all the good times we had rewind in my head.
Dispite all the bad shit you have done, that all makes me feel so dead.
Trying but still dying.
It's what I got to do.
Thought I was over you after those
weeks I hadn't seen you in a while..
then I see your face again.
Who knows, who knows, you could be playing that new guy too!
But that's your business, I'm not in it.
Glad It's over now. I'm moving on & glad your happy now,
or what it seems to be, is happy, happy.
But I know how you can fake your smiles to make it seem like it's all perfect, perfectly.
I feel sorry for your new boy, He doesn't know your all your mind games.
You just used me, all that time, when I coulda been back home living my life right.
You were the biggest procrastenation,
I have ever wasted my time on loving someone that didn't love me back.
I'm glad I've learned from you to never trust anyone so damn easily again like that.
Written by Joshua George - July 9th 2010
In another life
I thought I found, all myself in you.
I'm wrong, you're gone. Gone away for a while.
Til then, we're dead, It'll take some time.
I know you and I will reunite in another life.
In another life.
We both did our wrongs.
There was nothing right.
Yea You used me, and you bruised me
more then you could ever see.
You took my heart and tore it all apart.
All the lies, I dispise
They won't ever be fixed
In this life, 'cause we're done.
Yea I do still miss you.
But it's time, to stop your lies.
I won't see you ever, ever
I won't see you again.
Never, Never will we be together again.
maybe in another life but not this life..
I know I won't reconize you in another life.
You won't get another chance in this life, good bye.
So I left you hanging there..
thinking you were feeling dead.
I was wrong, all along!
You had your back up man.
All those good times with you and I
Play, rewind in my head!
Over and over, over and over, til I'm feeling dead.
You tore me down, tore it out.
You tore my heart right out
with that line which was a lie.
"I think I'm falling in love with you, tonight"
what a lie, not this time.
I won't take you back.
Stay away, I won't play your games.
[Bridge] }x2
I'm trying, I'm trying.}
I'm trying, I'm trying.}
Trying to get over you.}
You're lying, you're lying,}
You're lying, you're lying}
Lying 'bout who I really am.}
When I'm missing you, all the good times we had rewind in my head.
Dispite all the bad shit you have done, that all makes me feel so dead.
Trying but still dying.
It's what I got to do.
Thought I was over you after those
weeks I hadn't seen you in a while..
then I see your face again.
Who knows, who knows, you could be playing that new guy too!
But that's your business, I'm not in it.
Glad It's over now. I'm moving on & glad your happy now,
or what it seems to be, is happy, happy.
But I know how you can fake your smiles to make it seem like it's all perfect, perfectly.
I feel sorry for your new boy, He doesn't know your all your mind games.
You just used me, all that time, when I coulda been back home living my life right.
You were the biggest procrastenation,
I have ever wasted my time on loving someone that didn't love me back.
I'm glad I've learned from you to never trust anyone so damn easily again like that.
Written by Joshua George - July 9th 2010
Im here
Capo 2
I'm here
Babe, don't run.
Babe, don't hide.
Just be strong for tonight.
I know it's hard and I know it's not right.
But stand up tonight and put up a fight.
Bring out the courage, tell em off.
Stick up for yourself, just this one time.
I'm here for you, til the world dies.
I'm always yours, and I made you mine.
la la la lala la la la lala la la la la ahh
la la la lala la la la lala la la la la ahh
Stay beautiful, show you're fierce.
Like a lion that strikes
at it's prey at night
You're everything, you're one of
my many true meanings.
I tell you all and you tell me all too.
la la la lala la la la lala la la la la ahh
la la la lala la la la lala la la la la ahh
We can get through this and we won't have to fall.
You've always got my shoulders here,
bold and strong for any tears to cry on.
You're the one I want and the one I need.
You're incredible yeah, You're the one I heed.
My ears are open for anything you have got to say.
My mind is clear, nothing is in my way.
Don't look down, just keep on looking up
'cause you know in the end it'll go our way.
November 12th 2009
I'm here
Babe, don't run.
Babe, don't hide.
Just be strong for tonight.
I know it's hard and I know it's not right.
But stand up tonight and put up a fight.
Bring out the courage, tell em off.
Stick up for yourself, just this one time.
I'm here for you, til the world dies.
I'm always yours, and I made you mine.
la la la lala la la la lala la la la la ahh
la la la lala la la la lala la la la la ahh
Stay beautiful, show you're fierce.
Like a lion that strikes
at it's prey at night
You're everything, you're one of
my many true meanings.
I tell you all and you tell me all too.
la la la lala la la la lala la la la la ahh
la la la lala la la la lala la la la la ahh
We can get through this and we won't have to fall.
You've always got my shoulders here,
bold and strong for any tears to cry on.
You're the one I want and the one I need.
You're incredible yeah, You're the one I heed.
My ears are open for anything you have got to say.
My mind is clear, nothing is in my way.
Don't look down, just keep on looking up
'cause you know in the end it'll go our way.
November 12th 2009
i was wrong
I was wrong.
Such stupid ideas made up in my head.
making me always be so misled.
I freaked out and panicked
thought you were leaving
cause you seemed so far ahead
of our friendship.
you made me believe
that you didn't want any part of it.
so I said what was on my mind.
I held it in to long.. but in the end
I screwed it up, so wrong.
I got the wrong idea of
what was goin' on.
I feel like I shouldn't have said a word.
I need to learn to walk before I run.
I never thought of any of this as much fun.
It was on my mind and couldn't
take it for years to come.
I was wrong to have gone that way.
I was wrong to have said what I did.
I was so wrong to treat a friend that way.
That's just so unlike me.
I can't stand this feeling of shame,
but it's all so true.
You're so truly a special friend.
You're the kind that is there
for them when they need it.
You helped me though life
since i've known you.
Now when I lay my head down to rest,
It's impossible to get any rest.
Just knowing how much of a fool I was
to have said such foolish things to you.
I'm so sorry, you don't even know.
You don't even know how much
you are of a sister to me, pretty much.
Though I felt I was losing you, I had to say something. I didn't wanna lose you, but now
it seems I really lost you so much farther now.
If I could rewind this life, I would change everything.
I'm so sorry, I was wrong.
I was wrong, and I'm really sorry.
Maybe one day you'll see how much
I'm sorry, but just might take a miracle.
Sorry.
Jan 8th 2010
Such stupid ideas made up in my head.
making me always be so misled.
I freaked out and panicked
thought you were leaving
cause you seemed so far ahead
of our friendship.
you made me believe
that you didn't want any part of it.
so I said what was on my mind.
I held it in to long.. but in the end
I screwed it up, so wrong.
I got the wrong idea of
what was goin' on.
I feel like I shouldn't have said a word.
I need to learn to walk before I run.
I never thought of any of this as much fun.
It was on my mind and couldn't
take it for years to come.
I was wrong to have gone that way.
I was wrong to have said what I did.
I was so wrong to treat a friend that way.
That's just so unlike me.
I can't stand this feeling of shame,
but it's all so true.
You're so truly a special friend.
You're the kind that is there
for them when they need it.
You helped me though life
since i've known you.
Now when I lay my head down to rest,
It's impossible to get any rest.
Just knowing how much of a fool I was
to have said such foolish things to you.
I'm so sorry, you don't even know.
You don't even know how much
you are of a sister to me, pretty much.
Though I felt I was losing you, I had to say something. I didn't wanna lose you, but now
it seems I really lost you so much farther now.
If I could rewind this life, I would change everything.
I'm so sorry, I was wrong.
I was wrong, and I'm really sorry.
Maybe one day you'll see how much
I'm sorry, but just might take a miracle.
Sorry.
Jan 8th 2010
heart on sleeve
heart on sleeve
I'm so sick of wearing
This heart on my sleeve
It's on every shirt i'm wearing
A hearts always on the sleeve
Not to mention all the weight of the world
feels like it's laying on my shoulders.
It doesn't seem right
I don't want it there.
I'm bout ready to cut my sleeves off
Get them out of here!
No emotion showing up
I'm done thinking so much
about everything.
I plan so much..too far ahead.
I can't take this, I can't seem to break this.
April 9th 2010.
I'm so sick of wearing
This heart on my sleeve
It's on every shirt i'm wearing
A hearts always on the sleeve
Not to mention all the weight of the world
feels like it's laying on my shoulders.
It doesn't seem right
I don't want it there.
I'm bout ready to cut my sleeves off
Get them out of here!
No emotion showing up
I'm done thinking so much
about everything.
I plan so much..too far ahead.
I can't take this, I can't seem to break this.
April 9th 2010.
grandma, gramdpa
Grandmama, Grandpapa.
Remembering you sitting at your piano
and remembering me with a guitar in my hands.
That's my favorite picture of both you and I.
I miss all of those amazing times.
I remember you would always kiss me good night.
I wish you and grandpapa knew the other part of me.
I hope you're looking down with pride over me.
'cause I wish you were both here today.
You always said to keep my guitar playing going,
It will always be going just for you.
but not put to extremes 'cause
that's just not what I want to do.
I don't want to be in a band, tour the world playing guitar.
I want to tour the world dancing choreogrpahy.
living my dream, which I will some day.
and I'm sure that you'll still be happy for me.
I love to move with the music vibing through my veins.
and when I get home from those days,
i'll pick up the guitar and write a few songs
..just for myself and for you as well.
and I'll play them all the time before
I lay my head down to rest.
Bring your spirit down beside me..
listen to the sweet soft melodies.
I just thought of you and grandpapa this very morning
and just got so weak I couldn't hold it in.
So I let it all out, I let it all go.
I hope you both finally know the other part of me
if you've been looking over me. I love you.
Jan 8th 2010 - Joshua George
Remembering you sitting at your piano
and remembering me with a guitar in my hands.
That's my favorite picture of both you and I.
I miss all of those amazing times.
I remember you would always kiss me good night.
I wish you and grandpapa knew the other part of me.
I hope you're looking down with pride over me.
'cause I wish you were both here today.
You always said to keep my guitar playing going,
It will always be going just for you.
but not put to extremes 'cause
that's just not what I want to do.
I don't want to be in a band, tour the world playing guitar.
I want to tour the world dancing choreogrpahy.
living my dream, which I will some day.
and I'm sure that you'll still be happy for me.
I love to move with the music vibing through my veins.
and when I get home from those days,
i'll pick up the guitar and write a few songs
..just for myself and for you as well.
and I'll play them all the time before
I lay my head down to rest.
Bring your spirit down beside me..
listen to the sweet soft melodies.
I just thought of you and grandpapa this very morning
and just got so weak I couldn't hold it in.
So I let it all out, I let it all go.
I hope you both finally know the other part of me
if you've been looking over me. I love you.
Jan 8th 2010 - Joshua George
Friends is what you said we are
There's nothing to do but let it fall.
I let our love fly out the window.
It's fading everyday.
I'm praying everyway
that our hearts will mend.
It don't depend.
They'll get better in time.
You let me leave you just like that.
That shows me how much you loved me
that you'd let me go just like that.
I want the best for you.
I'm not the best for you.
You didn't let me see completely through.
But when I close my eyes
I still see you there staring into mine.
It makes it harder but lets me know that you'll be there.
Will you, Will you still be there to talk to?
Will you, Will you still be there to help me through?
I know it's kind of harsh, I had to leave you now.
It was so hard on me, It was so hard keep on going
Because I didn't want to lead you on any longer than this.
I only ever Realized when I had opened up my eyes.
I looked at everything around me, I put it all together.
This is the only thing that's the best for the both of us.
Please don't hate, You say we're still great.
But since I left you, you just seem empty and cold.
Please let this friendship stay, not to another place.
You know what I told you before I left.
I'm hoping you'll remember and never forget it.
Yes I miss your face,
And yes I wished we could have stayed.
But things do change, and things get better.
When you said my name, I was so close to crying.
But now I'm strong, now I'm happy still.
We are moving on, we are staying strong.
In the end you and I will always be friends.
If that's what you told me, I wish you'd act more like it.
Joshua George - April 29th 2010
I let our love fly out the window.
It's fading everyday.
I'm praying everyway
that our hearts will mend.
It don't depend.
They'll get better in time.
You let me leave you just like that.
That shows me how much you loved me
that you'd let me go just like that.
I want the best for you.
I'm not the best for you.
You didn't let me see completely through.
But when I close my eyes
I still see you there staring into mine.
It makes it harder but lets me know that you'll be there.
Will you, Will you still be there to talk to?
Will you, Will you still be there to help me through?
I know it's kind of harsh, I had to leave you now.
It was so hard on me, It was so hard keep on going
Because I didn't want to lead you on any longer than this.
I only ever Realized when I had opened up my eyes.
I looked at everything around me, I put it all together.
This is the only thing that's the best for the both of us.
Please don't hate, You say we're still great.
But since I left you, you just seem empty and cold.
Please let this friendship stay, not to another place.
You know what I told you before I left.
I'm hoping you'll remember and never forget it.
Yes I miss your face,
And yes I wished we could have stayed.
But things do change, and things get better.
When you said my name, I was so close to crying.
But now I'm strong, now I'm happy still.
We are moving on, we are staying strong.
In the end you and I will always be friends.
If that's what you told me, I wish you'd act more like it.
Joshua George - April 29th 2010
friends
friends
Way back when I wrote that song.
everything was perfect, and nothing was wrong.
You would hold me, I would hold you.
Now those days are gone forever.
it's like you and me don't know eachother.
and something is just feeling wrong.
I was there the day you said you'd be there forever,
and I told you the same thing back, and I meant it.
You could be an actor in a dramatic movie.
You would be the casanova that picks em up and leaves.
You seem to be good at that with every guy you're with.
You seem like the type of guy that'd just be friends with me.
I can't go back but I Want to go back.
I wan't to go back in time, and rewind everything..
then play it back again and change everything..
Like it never happen, Like we were just fine.
But that's not possible, after all that's happen now. .
All I want is friendship, but that'd be too weird for you.
I'd have no problem with it, but like the way I know you do.
You just left my life, like the leaves on trees fall off.
I just want you in my life, is that so much to ask!?
'cause I miss you. I miss everything you are.
and I'd kiss you, out in that open bar.
This is not fair to any one.
When you say something, you better stick with it.
'cause I did mean it when I said I'd still be there.
Now you don't want me anywhere close to you..well fine.
August 24th 2010
Way back when I wrote that song.
everything was perfect, and nothing was wrong.
You would hold me, I would hold you.
Now those days are gone forever.
it's like you and me don't know eachother.
and something is just feeling wrong.
I was there the day you said you'd be there forever,
and I told you the same thing back, and I meant it.
You could be an actor in a dramatic movie.
You would be the casanova that picks em up and leaves.
You seem to be good at that with every guy you're with.
You seem like the type of guy that'd just be friends with me.
I can't go back but I Want to go back.
I wan't to go back in time, and rewind everything..
then play it back again and change everything..
Like it never happen, Like we were just fine.
But that's not possible, after all that's happen now. .
All I want is friendship, but that'd be too weird for you.
I'd have no problem with it, but like the way I know you do.
You just left my life, like the leaves on trees fall off.
I just want you in my life, is that so much to ask!?
'cause I miss you. I miss everything you are.
and I'd kiss you, out in that open bar.
This is not fair to any one.
When you say something, you better stick with it.
'cause I did mean it when I said I'd still be there.
Now you don't want me anywhere close to you..well fine.
August 24th 2010
Drifting away
Drifting away?
I want to talk. I want to talk with you.
Going all these days without you here is hard on me,
It's hard to see you and me drifting a part almost.
Just seeing you on the weekends is hard on me.
I want to believe you when you tell me everything is alright.
It's hard on me, and It feels like you're drifting away from me.
I'm not overreacting. I just need some time with you.
I need more time with you, I need you to show it more.
I need you to show me that you love me like you say you do.
It's easier said than done. I'm feeling so messed up without you around.
You know how much I loved you.. I still love you..but now it just feels like
you're not trying and not talking as much anymore.
I feel like I'm annoying as hell to you some days, texting you/bugging you?
I'm just a bug. Is that what you feel?
I'm not saying you do feel that but maybe you do.
I am not trying to stir up any drama..I just need to talk with you.
I need to talk with you. We need to sit and talk and we need to connect.
I feel emotionally drained. I cried out of nowhere last night.
Confused the hell out of me. I was missing you Dylan.
It feels like it's been so long since we've had time alone..to just sit and talk.
It's been feeling like you're distant from me and I wish it never felt like this.
Try. Keep us going farther.
I don't wanna let you go, I still love you..and
you say you do love me too but is it true?
Show me you're still there.
Tell me what you're truly feeling.
Don't hide anything.
come out and tell me everything.
Tell me how you're feeling about us.
What do you feel?
March 24th 2010
I want to talk. I want to talk with you.
Going all these days without you here is hard on me,
It's hard to see you and me drifting a part almost.
Just seeing you on the weekends is hard on me.
I want to believe you when you tell me everything is alright.
It's hard on me, and It feels like you're drifting away from me.
I'm not overreacting. I just need some time with you.
I need more time with you, I need you to show it more.
I need you to show me that you love me like you say you do.
It's easier said than done. I'm feeling so messed up without you around.
You know how much I loved you.. I still love you..but now it just feels like
you're not trying and not talking as much anymore.
I feel like I'm annoying as hell to you some days, texting you/bugging you?
I'm just a bug. Is that what you feel?
I'm not saying you do feel that but maybe you do.
I am not trying to stir up any drama..I just need to talk with you.
I need to talk with you. We need to sit and talk and we need to connect.
I feel emotionally drained. I cried out of nowhere last night.
Confused the hell out of me. I was missing you Dylan.
It feels like it's been so long since we've had time alone..to just sit and talk.
It's been feeling like you're distant from me and I wish it never felt like this.
Try. Keep us going farther.
I don't wanna let you go, I still love you..and
you say you do love me too but is it true?
Show me you're still there.
Tell me what you're truly feeling.
Don't hide anything.
come out and tell me everything.
Tell me how you're feeling about us.
What do you feel?
March 24th 2010
Drift off
Drift off.
Some how it feels like you're letting me go
I really want to know, please! oh, just let me know.
Some how it feels like we're drifting a part.
Like we're steering off this road.
Are we on the same page
I gotta know 'cause last night
I was in some kind of rage.
So close, so close to smashing my cell phone
on this concrete floor.
Oh no, oh no what happen
These days never seem like before.
Uh uh oh, where are we going.
uh uh oh, what happen to us.
You're tearing my this heart up and
maybe you're not even realizing it.
The more you drift off,
the more I fall down.
I can't take the way that
you're tearing me down.
surely but slowly you don't even know.
You don't even know how far down I'm gonna go.
March 24th 2010
Some how it feels like you're letting me go
I really want to know, please! oh, just let me know.
Some how it feels like we're drifting a part.
Like we're steering off this road.
Are we on the same page
I gotta know 'cause last night
I was in some kind of rage.
So close, so close to smashing my cell phone
on this concrete floor.
Oh no, oh no what happen
These days never seem like before.
Uh uh oh, where are we going.
uh uh oh, what happen to us.
You're tearing my this heart up and
maybe you're not even realizing it.
The more you drift off,
the more I fall down.
I can't take the way that
you're tearing me down.
surely but slowly you don't even know.
You don't even know how far down I'm gonna go.
March 24th 2010
Delicate
Delicate
Wa-wa-watch what you're doing
Wa-wa-watch where you're going
Make sure you don't drop what I gave you
'cause you know that it's de-de-delicate.
Delicate, Delicate, It's de-de-delicate.
You know this heart can break.so delicate.
The days that go by, you don't bother to say hi.
Maybe just once or twice but then you're like "ok, bye."
I only wish you could show me more,
show show me more, how you're into me.
I'm not a bitch, I can't ever force you babe.
Wa-wa-watch what you're doing
Wa-wa-watch where you're going
Make sure you don't drop what I gave you
'cause you know that it's de-de-delicate.
Delicate, Delicate, It's de-de-delicate.
You know this heart can break.
when you're not around.
I'm upside down.
I'm a big mess
'cause you know I'm missing you.
but when you are around
Lifes turned right side up.
Theres not a fuss.
'cause you know that I been missing you babe.
You know that I been missing you, you.. you.
Wa-wa-watch what you're doing
Wa-wa-watch where you're going
Make sure you don't drop what I gave you
'cause you know that it's de-de-delicate.
Delicate, Delicate, It's de-de-delicate.
You know this heart can break.
March 24th 2010.
Wa-wa-watch what you're doing
Wa-wa-watch where you're going
Make sure you don't drop what I gave you
'cause you know that it's de-de-delicate.
Delicate, Delicate, It's de-de-delicate.
You know this heart can break.so delicate.
The days that go by, you don't bother to say hi.
Maybe just once or twice but then you're like "ok, bye."
I only wish you could show me more,
show show me more, how you're into me.
I'm not a bitch, I can't ever force you babe.
Wa-wa-watch what you're doing
Wa-wa-watch where you're going
Make sure you don't drop what I gave you
'cause you know that it's de-de-delicate.
Delicate, Delicate, It's de-de-delicate.
You know this heart can break.
when you're not around.
I'm upside down.
I'm a big mess
'cause you know I'm missing you.
but when you are around
Lifes turned right side up.
Theres not a fuss.
'cause you know that I been missing you babe.
You know that I been missing you, you.. you.
Wa-wa-watch what you're doing
Wa-wa-watch where you're going
Make sure you don't drop what I gave you
'cause you know that it's de-de-delicate.
Delicate, Delicate, It's de-de-delicate.
You know this heart can break.
March 24th 2010.
change
Change
Will things change betweet you and I
If I go and make this decision tonight
It's what I got to do.
Will you be standing up tall for me.
Will you be there for me.
Calling my name
and still care for me
and will we be okay.
I hope things won't go wrong.
where they don't belong.
and hoping everyday is a better day.
I hope we'll know that all along.
You know I'll love you no matter what they say,
They can't change our ways, no matter what they do.
and you know everytime someone gets in the way
that I will always take you in my arms forever.
April 6th 2010.
Will things change betweet you and I
If I go and make this decision tonight
It's what I got to do.
Will you be standing up tall for me.
Will you be there for me.
Calling my name
and still care for me
and will we be okay.
I hope things won't go wrong.
where they don't belong.
and hoping everyday is a better day.
I hope we'll know that all along.
You know I'll love you no matter what they say,
They can't change our ways, no matter what they do.
and you know everytime someone gets in the way
that I will always take you in my arms forever.
April 6th 2010.
break this
break this
It's just another day. The same old boring day
turning out just like all the yesterdays.
Nothing new to look forward to.
Things just keep getting in the way
and it's been going on and on for days
How can I break this? What will we make of this?
Just feeling lonely when I'm with you.
It can't be right, this is not some kind of high.
Just feeling low the past 2 weeks.
I felt something like this was coming on.
I'm not liking whats becoming of it.
It never seems to stop.
I need to make this drop!
I'm missing him and my feelings
are not going in the right directions.
March. 26th. 2010.
It's just another day. The same old boring day
turning out just like all the yesterdays.
Nothing new to look forward to.
Things just keep getting in the way
and it's been going on and on for days
How can I break this? What will we make of this?
Just feeling lonely when I'm with you.
It can't be right, this is not some kind of high.
Just feeling low the past 2 weeks.
I felt something like this was coming on.
I'm not liking whats becoming of it.
It never seems to stop.
I need to make this drop!
I'm missing him and my feelings
are not going in the right directions.
March. 26th. 2010.
Best for you
best for you
Tell me, What am I doing?
I'm still missing you like crazy.
Shouldn't wanna be kissing you anymore.
It's true I'm still tripping
and yes I'm still missing
Wish I was there, Right there with you.
'because I care, I care.
I only want the best for you.
I never wanted this to happen baby,
but things like this just happen
for a reason and we move on.
Just don't forget that I still love you
and don't forget that I'm always gonna be there for you.
Just like I told you when I looked you in your eyes.
Is he treating you friendly?
He better, 'cause you deserve the best.
I miss the way you made me laugh,
It made me cry 'cause I was so happy.
Thought I found the one, and Thought you were happy too.
I miss it so much, I miss your touch,I miss your hugs too.
November 4th 2010
Tell me, What am I doing?
I'm still missing you like crazy.
Shouldn't wanna be kissing you anymore.
It's true I'm still tripping
and yes I'm still missing
Wish I was there, Right there with you.
'because I care, I care.
I only want the best for you.
I never wanted this to happen baby,
but things like this just happen
for a reason and we move on.
Just don't forget that I still love you
and don't forget that I'm always gonna be there for you.
Just like I told you when I looked you in your eyes.
Is he treating you friendly?
He better, 'cause you deserve the best.
I miss the way you made me laugh,
It made me cry 'cause I was so happy.
Thought I found the one, and Thought you were happy too.
I miss it so much, I miss your touch,I miss your hugs too.
November 4th 2010
already said goodbye
Already said Goodbye.
We already said Goodbye
And now there'll won't be saying Hi, ever again.
I can't explain the things I was gonna say.
I'm moving on, I'm going strong,
I'm over you, It's what we gotta do.
You saw me walking the other day.
I know you were trying not to look my way.
I know what I saw, and what I saw was the pain,
the pain of the end of us.
I already told you goodbye,
there won't be sayin hello to you dear.
I'm afraid I'm not there, like I said I would be, I lied.
I lied and I cried all that first night we broke apart.
I regret telling you that, I need to move on, I'm going on strong
with no communication to you.
It's all so over now, this is reality.
It's all so over and this is not a dream.
You can pinch yourself hard, as much as you want
You won't wake up, You won't wake up inside this reality.
Joshua George May 28th 2010
We already said Goodbye
And now there'll won't be saying Hi, ever again.
I can't explain the things I was gonna say.
I'm moving on, I'm going strong,
I'm over you, It's what we gotta do.
You saw me walking the other day.
I know you were trying not to look my way.
I know what I saw, and what I saw was the pain,
the pain of the end of us.
I already told you goodbye,
there won't be sayin hello to you dear.
I'm afraid I'm not there, like I said I would be, I lied.
I lied and I cried all that first night we broke apart.
I regret telling you that, I need to move on, I'm going on strong
with no communication to you.
It's all so over now, this is reality.
It's all so over and this is not a dream.
You can pinch yourself hard, as much as you want
You won't wake up, You won't wake up inside this reality.
Joshua George May 28th 2010
Voice of you
voice of you
There's nothing more I want than to piss you off.
There's nothing more I want than to block you out of my world.
Throw my headphones on and blast up this music tonight.
Blocking the sound of your voice away from my mind.
Yes, I mind you speaking to me.
Yes, I mind you freaking at me.
Get out of my face, Give me my space.
I can't stand you, I can't wait til you're outta my life a lot less.
I'll be stress free.
I'll be hate free.
I'll be you free.
I'll be free to be all me.
I can't live this life with you inside of it, acting that way.
I can't stand the person you are, the way you change your mood at me.
I can't stand it, I can't stand you, I can't stand this shit anymore.
I'm done, I'm done, I'm almost on my way.
On my way out of here for good.
Never coming back to stay.
No more hate in my life is coming!
No more fake in my life is coming!
No more, I can't take it. Can't take the voice of you.
There's nothing more I want than to piss you off.
There's nothing more I want than to block you out of my world.
Throw my headphones on and blast up this music tonight.
Blocking the sound of your voice away from my mind.
Yes, I mind you speaking to me.
Yes, I mind you freaking at me.
Get out of my face, Give me my space.
I can't stand you, I can't wait til you're outta my life a lot less.
I'll be stress free.
I'll be hate free.
I'll be you free.
I'll be free to be all me.
I can't live this life with you inside of it, acting that way.
I can't stand the person you are, the way you change your mood at me.
I can't stand it, I can't stand you, I can't stand this shit anymore.
I'm done, I'm done, I'm almost on my way.
On my way out of here for good.
Never coming back to stay.
No more hate in my life is coming!
No more fake in my life is coming!
No more, I can't take it. Can't take the voice of you.
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