Saturday, November 20, 2010

6 month

Still workin on this one a bit.
6 month

Verse 1:
If you think that I'm still dying
You should know I'm not cryin'
I'm not waiting anymore for you -ou-ou-ou-ou.
What was I thinking wanting you back?
'cause what it all comes down to,
is all the bullshit you tried to pull right after those 6 months.

Prechorus:
(I'm so happy you're not a part of me anymore-or-or-or-ore.
I'm sure you make those same moves, every single time you do..they keep falling for you-ou-ou-ou-ou.)
(Chorus)
I was 6 months, he was 2 months. this one you're on now is gonna be a 6 months..then you'll move on to another 2 months again-a-ain-a-ain.
That's the way you work the boys. you take em in, then let em go.
that's the way you fake your game, whatever makes you happy, You always fake it sappy, all the power to you, babe.

Verse 2:
Right after you left me
you felt the need to make me jealou-ou-ou-ou-ous
Flirtin' with your new man right infront of me at work.
Man, that was so sleazy, not to mention cheesey
but you're lacktose intollerant, you couldn't even holler it.

Prechorus:
(It's so sappy the way you said you were falling for me-e-e-e-e.
I'm sure you tell that same old sentice to every single boy you meet.)
(Chorus)
I was 6 months, he was 2 months. this one you're on now is gonna be a 6 months..then you'll move on to another 2 months again-a-ain-a-ain.
That's the way you work the boys. you take em in, then let em go.
that's the way you fake your game, whatever makes you happy, all the power to you, babe.

[Bridge]
I'm not gonna wait on you, It's not worth my time.
I could find so much better right now as I'm gonna do.
I don't have to wait on you, I am free as ever now.


I'm gone.
I'm not lying.
I know I'm done.
I'm not crying.
I know I'm over.
'cause I'm not dying inside-i-i-i-ide.

(Chorus 2x)

November 20th 2010

you're back

You're back
Capo 2

Verse 1:
After all we've been through,
It took a lot to realize
how much that want you by my side, as friends we are just fine.
I don't want nothing more than that, as long as you're still there to talk.
I'm happier now that we're fine, you'll be my friend until we die.

oh oh, oh oh, I missed you.
oh oh , oh oh, I'm glad you're back.

Chorus:
What had me going was all the fighting and all my worries too.
Thought you were leaving, exiting yourself out of my life.
It's what it was looking like at the time,
You had me down, you had me low.
You had me so out of control.

Verse 2:
Always stay connected, always be my friend.
Never leave my life like that 'cause I always need you there.
I missed it all, your company, your personality, the person that I knew.
I guess it's true, that I missed you, these words they are so right.
and I guess it's true what they all say, you never know what you got until it's gone.
Please NEVer Go AWAAYYY, my friend!!!!!!

Bridge:
Now that it has all simmered down.
We can talk, without the drama.
Now that everyone is cool.
We can speak, with better karma now.
You know that I have missed you through that whole time.
Never wanna lose you, out of my life.

Chorus x2

August 29th 2010

you found somebody new

You found somebody new.
I'm really glad I'm not with you.
After what you have just pulled..
Nothings cool with me.
That all just goes to show,
all the lies behind your eyes.
Those 6 months were such a waste.
'cause you were the devil in desquise.
It was like you had a halo over your head the whole time.
When I broke up with you, Those horns grew so damn tall.
You had no feeling whatsoever, that's just makes me sick.
Sick of all that fucked up shit you pulled on me back then.

It's the first and the last time I'll let you that close ever again.
Now I see who you really are, nothing but a little messed up kid in the dark.
You got some thick screws up in your head so loose.
Maybe you should get em fixed.

I'm happy now that I know the real you.
I'm happy now that I've got my life back on track without you screwing it up.
All the lies that you told, just to pull me in so close.
All the looks that you gave, just kept on making me believe that it was true, but I was wrong.

when you look at me

when you look at me

When you looked at me like that
You know you took me so far back.
Back in the past, where I don't wanna be.
Back to the last kiss of you and me.
Don't gimmie that guilt trip.
I don't wanna use it, please.
I know that my heart is so accident prone
but not this time, not this time.

I am moving on, making my desicions.
making my way through life just perfectly.
Don't get in my way, don't tell me what you have to say.
I won't let you make me fall down today
Don't try to pretend, you're not still into me.
I could still see it right through your brown eyes,
It's the way you look at me.
And its the way you're stuttering over and over.
You know that I still miss you, but
I can't be back with you
ever, oh ever, oh ever again, no.

When you talk to me like that
It sounds so different now that we're a part.
so much has changed, and you still got a broken heart.
You're the type that always has a broken heart.
So you move on to the next one faster then wind..
Just to get over the last one then you just play it all again.

took my heart

Took my heart

Do you know what it takes
to be at the top of the heart
that you just took.
No one can just give it up
just like that
and still be in love so fast.

But theres something inside of you
that makes me belive,
how true that you can really be
'cause when I look in your eyes
I can believe every word
thatyou're sayin' isn't a lie.

Everytime I fall, you're right there to catch me
and everytime you're away
I can't help but to control the way
you say goodbye, you know
I don't like goodbyes even if they're just for a day.
I don't like goodbyes even if they're just for a day.

When you go, I always hug you until you let go.

Jan. 2nd 2010

ok now this was a bunch of different things that were on my mind i think.lol.

this n that

I would try to be the one for you again.
If I could turn it all around for just one more time.
I don't think you'd do second chances.
You're the only exception for a second chance that I would give.
I'm missing you so much, It might be crazy maybe, baby.
I could be your genie, with unlimited wishes.
We never ended our relationship with yelling, don't you know?
thinking back we never fought it was just an odd mutual feeling.
But then again, after you been away so long.
I really didn't know what I lost, I lost so much.
I know you missed me too.baby, come on, tell me you missed me.


We've been apart from eachother for
almost as long as we've been together.
It was 6 months for you and I.
It was almost 2 months for you and that guy.
I knew you wouldn't last long, 'cause he's too headstrong and the complete opposite of me, that's all I'll say.
Anyway I miss your touch, It's hard to go to your old work place.
'cause all I see are the memories of you and me.
Maybe we'll be together again, someday.


I'm sorry for those drunk text messages
the other night, I got so messed up
But now you know how I am feeling.
And this is just what I am gonna do.
I'm leaving you here with your new boy.
I'm moving to a whole other province at the end of this year,Finally.
If that's what It's even gonna take to get over you.

'Cause this year was just so hard to do.
And it's all because of you.
Next year, I'm turning over the page.


Running away from love.
Running away from my ex boyfriend.
It sucks 'cause I'm still in love.
When I'm gone I'll be happier with a new man. and
won't have to worry bout seeing you around.

stuck on you

Stuck on you.


Please just tell me where things went wrong
I know people went where they don't belong.
They got in our ways & they ended our days.
Thats how, you and me were over.
But I'm still not over it.I can still feel it.
How much longer will it take, I really don't wanna break any more.
I kept lying to myself, saying I was over it.
I was over it.I really thought I was over it.
Then I found out just today I was over everything else but you.

Screw the Drama, Screw the people, screw the problems too.
It's you that I want, It's you that I had, It's you that lost and
I'll never get back.

(Chorus)
I'm just stuck, so stuck on you.
What the fuck(heck) am I gonna do
I'm so fucked(screwed), I'm out of luck.
I need you!

Please just help me stop these dreams that I'm dreaming.
Still can't move on. Feeling low again tonight.
We felt so right. This feels so wrong.
Being this away from you all this long, is hard to do.